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i feel strange, like not sad but just not happy. like life is dull at the moment. like the only thing i want to live for is the band. Because every weeke sux so much, my daily routine is wake up to go to school,go to school,walk home, and do whatever at home, and the only thing im looking foward to is the weekend to go practice. it fuckin sucks, when i went to marshall almost everyday was an adventure it was either hanging with daniel or after the school talking to diffrent people or hanging out with samantha but that prolly nvm happening but anyways.... if life seriously doesnt get better i want to get older so i can leave. hahahaah as if i can control it. i miss so many people, and i feel bad that im hurting this one person by not being myself.sorry we havent talked much : / . i goals for my 16, and i only acomplished one and my b-day is 7-22 probably wont get anything done. well i need to take a shower and getready for school bye