Nov 01, 2023 22:20
I desperately, desperately need to make a blog post, but I am still trying to gather my thoughts and somehow turn them into words that do justice to what is happening right now.
First, let me just say: everything is fine. Better than fine. Like... miraculous, almost, in a way.
I don't have breast cancer. Which is great news in and of itself, and I am grateful.
But that is not what has me feeling so incredible.
And one of the worst things about feeling what I'm feeling (as if anything about this can feel bad!!) is to try to keep it under control, to keep it in check, to move with cautious optimism.
I need a little more time with my thoughts, but I will write, and soon.
Because it's too, too delicious to not memorialize here.