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[shakinghands]

drain the blood
from this poor state of mind
we all live in
our spirits have long been washed away
by the cruel spirits of others
i long ago dreamt of a calm reality
but rather
i am thrown into this crazy world
where i walk among the rest
the rest being the ones i don't know
the ones i long to know
but can't
why must i go through this?
day after day
sleep deprived and ignorant
nothing hypocrtical about this
though i admit to being one myself
but so can many others
they choose not to
they think they are perfect
or there on a higher level than the rest
well there not
they just think that way
making them just as ignorant as most of us
but the most of us never admit to this

*that is my rant