you have my attention.

[shakinghands]

a summer sunset revisited.
i've found my infinite abyss.

"watch them laugh as we shovel the ashes of the twin towers."

if it was up to me i'd never miss you.
maybe i'm amazed....of the way you love me all the time.

forever a moment too late.
melancholy....no more.
today i've come to a realization............i'm terrified of eternity.
i also discovered, i'm incredibly unsure of everything, i always second guess and assume.
maybe i'm amazed........of the way i really need you.
maybe i'm scared.
if you're prepared, here's what i prepose we do.
(a night of conversing, just you and i. recollection. it will be our focus group.)
(if i seem unclear or a bit confused, don't worry.)
this is not my cold calculation.
i don't want to be the famed destroyer, i want to do what we set out to do.
do i make you scared too?
for every story, this is ours.
"it was just an idle thought"

"so carry me around like a picture in your purse, pull me out when things are at their worst."

this is life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. life. this is my life.

some things in this life you can't see until it gets too late.
some things you don't need until they leave you.
everyone hits this moment in time, some sooner than others. some will never reach this spot.
it will happen more then once. it will shock and surprise you. it will make you happy.

i am happy.
i know i have the trust and belief, but these broken arms won't hold you down.

i wanted to go with you, to be your faithful guide.
to be the raging water
to mend your crying eyes.

"i am not scared of dark, dark clouds."

(xo.)