Still in love...

Feb 06, 2005 19:15

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"A cute romantic guy with big driveway seeks pretty lady with nice shovel."

Why are the classifieds so romantic? Months after my last entry about it I'm still reading them... rediscovered while waiting for an order of take-out terriyaki from Bloor & Sherbourne. I don't know what I want. I never know what I want... but I do know I want something. I've been saying all day that I'm going to write, but my play is about things that I don't know, and don't understand. Things you are never supposed to write about. Weeks of Sam's words echoing in my mind: hope & doubt. Maybe he's right. Maybe that's why I'm never satisfied with what I can have. Because that's just it: I can have it.

And I need to start knowing when to say no. And I need to stop making other people hurt because I can't decide, or I don't know.

[My cat is eating out of that takeout box.]
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