Jan 30, 2007 20:08
Can people just leave me alone, at all? I seriously don't talk to anyone anymore and it's for a reason, yet people are still bothering me and making fun of me. I'm not mean to you guys, I've never done anything to hurt you guys, I don't make fun of you, I don't talk about you...I've tried to make myself less weird so people will just leave me alone and I can be weird by myself, I try to change, I try to make myself look pretty every day so people will stop making fun of me for being ugly, but nothing's working. I'm not sure what people really want me to do, but I'm obviously not doing it. And I get the point - you want to let me know that no one likes me so I stop trying, but really, I've stopped. I've left everyone alone and I've stopped trying to so desperately make friends, so please, just leave me alone. Don't talk to me, don't talk about me, don't make fun of me, don't try to torture me, don't pretend to be friends with me. Just pretend I don't exist. This post isn't meant to be depressing or anything, I just want people to leave me alone, and treat me the same way I treat them. Please, at least until I get to college and am away from here where I don't have to talk to anybody.