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so today was a wonderful day i got woken up by Randi and since i had a day off she came over and made breakfast well tried to make breakfast lets just say i am not a good fliper!!! Zafir ended up coming over and we made special brownies those left me HIGH n' HaPPY all day. Had a very chill day very slow and nothing really went on except going to see Lyssa i miss that girl it seem like she is so0o0o allof from everything these days i know it is not really on purpose though. After that my love brittany called me and we went and hung out with Terrance . It was fun I got to see alot of people that I hadn't in a long time JoHN, Jason, JW, AJ , Kyle , Keven,and more much much more. We ate over at britt's house Zafir came over for as long as he could which wasn't long at all. We ran up to the store to get some things . After that Britt and i went to the boys Frizz B game which was fun i guess we didn't watch much of it oh well. We left to go see James drove all the way to james apartment and the little bitch wasn't there it made me mad but everything happens for a reason. If we wouldn't have driven back to see the rest of the game then we wouldn't have been in ad of are hert friend . The only thing that sucks is that when we drove him home number 1 my lights wouldn't work and also as soon as i got there i saw Alek in the fuckin pool chillin with Keven and Patton yea it was not my normal reaction to him not scared or not wanting to be there it was wanting to fuck him just pure sexual energy . GOD that sucks i can't do that shit , that would get me in a little trouble on top of hert a person's feelings . God i feel bad even thinking those thoughts about another guy just because of the guy i am seeing . I have no0o0o idea why we are not offical but we are not anything either but we both get pissed about other people . I am so0o0o confused ! oh well been an interesting night! everything feel into all the places they needed to!!!:)
Temptation in the straw that broke the camels back and it always bites me in the aSS!!!!