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acoustic guitars make me want to take a nap wih someone .. all i have been listeing to lately is ben gibbard live .. it calms me downs .. ok so i need a bunch of kinda random things
A- a job is which i can create my own hours
B- the knowlgde of how to cut records into strips
C- my sewing machine to be fixed
D- the complete works of ee cummings
E- a magical accelerate chemistry fairy to explain things to me
F- a ride to see Kill Bill Volume 1
G- a boy's outfit i can fit in
H- an H & M shopping spree
and i would like to leave veryone with my poem of the moment:
Variation on the Word Sleep
Margaret Atwood
I would like to watch you sleeping,
which may not happen.
I would like to watch you,
sleeping. I would like to sleep
with you, to enter
your sleep as its smooth dark wave
slides over my head
and walk with you through that lucent
wavering forest of bluegreen leaves
with its watery sun & three moons
towards the cave where you must descend,
towards your worst fear
I would like to give you the silver
branch, the small white flower, the one
word that will protect you
from the grief at the center
of your dream, from the grief
at the center. I would like to follow
you up the long stairway
again & become
the boat that would row you back
carefully, a flame
in two cupped hands
to where your body lies
beside me, and you enter
it as easily as breathing in
I would like to be the air
that inhabits you for a moment
only. I would like to be that unnoticed
& that necessary.
^ ah emo goodness
A- a job is which i can create my own hours
B- the knowlgde of how to cut records into strips
C- my sewing machine to be fixed
D- the complete works of ee cummings
E- a magical accelerate chemistry fairy to explain things to me
F- a ride to see Kill Bill Volume 1
G- a boy's outfit i can fit in
H- an H & M shopping spree
and i would like to leave veryone with my poem of the moment:
Variation on the Word Sleep
Margaret Atwood
I would like to watch you sleeping,
which may not happen.
I would like to watch you,
sleeping. I would like to sleep
with you, to enter
your sleep as its smooth dark wave
slides over my head
and walk with you through that lucent
wavering forest of bluegreen leaves
with its watery sun & three moons
towards the cave where you must descend,
towards your worst fear
I would like to give you the silver
branch, the small white flower, the one
word that will protect you
from the grief at the center
of your dream, from the grief
at the center. I would like to follow
you up the long stairway
again & become
the boat that would row you back
carefully, a flame
in two cupped hands
to where your body lies
beside me, and you enter
it as easily as breathing in
I would like to be the air
that inhabits you for a moment
only. I would like to be that unnoticed
& that necessary.
^ ah emo goodness