I don't know any more
I am like two people rolled into one right now, and one is trying to enjoy being single and the other really wants a relationship, but feels I have to wait for the right one. Then again, there is a part of me that says screw looking for someone that great, there are plenty of good girls around I might be able to have a chance with if I gave it the old high school try. It's like anything sounds good to me, so I don't know what to do. I keep telling myself to just try and enjoy being single until the right one comes along, but some times I don't feel like it for one reason or other. I've also got one of those off and on crushes and I hate those, because normally they drive me nuts until I do something and then when I try and do something nothing ever happens. I'm not afraid to try because of that, but because I want to wait for a certain type of girl before I go for anything and she's not quite the girl I had in mind. Actually, I already know what my plan of attack would be. I won't go into to detail, because where I'm at now, the person probably won't know if it's them if they happen to see this. It is a public post after all. In closing, I'd also like to say that I wish I could show every girl what real nice guys are all about or can be like. Every girl should know that not ALL guys are assholes and they should be able to figure out who those guys are. They should also know that you can have as good of a time w/ a nice guy as with an asshole. I agree with Dove that every girl is beautiful, some just don't know it (forget the exact quote, but that was pretty much it). So, ladies, if you want to know about nice guys, inquire here.