Feb 10, 2005 10:20
Well had another series of wierd dreams. How many weeks am I going on with out one day of rest? Geez!
Last night's was especially wierdo. From what I do remember I was at a summer house or something and by the water. It was new year's and I guess I was by Jenny's campus. I went to go see her and got there and someone else was visiting, and I felt akward so I was like...uh...I'll see you later. But then wandered around and found a bunch of her friends later on the shore. I was asking them where Jenny was and they were like, oh she's having the new year's party at her house so I bet she went there to set up. But they were mega mean to me and acted all snuffity and wouldn't tell me where her place was. Apparently I didn't know. I was all like...uh...ok. And it was kinda raining and gloomy. So I kept tryingn to call her cellphone and finally she picked up and I was almost to the summer cabin and realized my mom and dad had gone to their own party. I was like hey what are you doing? I was down by the shore and your friends said that you were setting up for the party. She was all like..."yeah... I'm really busy I can't talk." So then of course I tell her that my mom and dad are gone and Ill have to spend new year's alone in a rickity shack on the water in a rainstorm. I think I was hoping she'd invite me over. I assume she would...she's my cousin and sister! But then she didn't so I was like "hey dont you remember when you came to my campus and hung out wit my friends and I showed you around?!?" I have been wanting to do that for a long time and I thought we could do that tonight. I thought I could hang out wiht you guys and all...and besides...are you goign to leave me alone on new years in this old shack?' Well she was basicall like yeah...I can't believe you would invite yourself yada yada. And on top of all that I was having a really hard time talking in my dream. there was like problems with my teeth and stuff and i could barely talk. it was wierd. and Jenny and her friends were ultra mean.
On another note, I'm hoping things with Essam coming over will continue to move and finish up soon because its really wearing on us and time goes by so slow lately! Every day it feels like I haven't talked to him in days when maybe its only been fourhours. And the same for him. And well I need the wierd dream marathons to end!!!!!!!!! God help us.