enough is enough.....
You ever have a feeling like you don't want to be where you are. Like you are completely anxious and frustrated by the walls that confine you and you can't seem to break free of them no matter how hard you try.
I dunno, I just have that feeling right now. Like I'm sitting in a place where I am completely unwanted and unacknowledged. Sometimes I really just wanna pack up all my shit, get in the car and start driving. I don't care to where I just want to go. Never look back towards anything....school, work, family, friends, children (Madison).
I wonder if everyone feels like this sometimes. Like your just tired of trying. Tired of apologizing for being someone or something your not sorry for, tired of worrying about losing someone you shouldn't have to worry about losing, feeling like shit because someone is unhappy about something you did, I'm just tired.
Tired of working 40hr weeks to not get ahead at my job no matter how well I'm doing; of feeling like no matter how hard I try it's still not going to be good enough for my parents; feeling like I have to repeatedly apologize to Aaron for being 15minutes late picking him up......FUCK IT! Why should I have to compromise my own opinions or feelings to please others.
Don't get me wrong, no one has asked me to do anything of the sort, but it's like I would have to just to resolve the issue. So fuck it, I will no longer explain myself to anyone about anything. I am who I am....you either love me for it or if you don't, accept it and walk away.