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Awww... just as I was having fun, of course, my world collapses in on me. It's pretty sad when a majority of my life revolves around my computer, but that's how it is. Soon it will be up and running and Camine will once again frolic with her little pigtails.
Anyways. The rest of my life is like me driving in a car. I want to drive on highway 51 and swerve and hit all the cars in a head on collision. That's how I feel. I'm not quite sure if I want to survive the crash or not, but rachey knows what kind of flowers I want at the funeral so put her in charge of that. It's not that I want to die, but more like just put me comatose until everyone gets their desires straight. I want to know what you want and if I should just keep waiting here for you. Yup, that's all I have to say about that.
I'm glad that I have wonderful friends to get me through the day of hell that I experienced today. Well, maybe I should just say I'm glad I have Bussy. She's really the only one that noticed because I'm good at that. Tomorrow is another day to smile and pretend that everything is just wonderful!
I had one of the best nights at work tonight. I can't even explain it. It was the best way to end the day because it got my mind off the real world. Meh, who needs the real world anyways? But wait, Gander is part of my world and it's real so maybe that is the real world. Hmmmm... whateva.
I'm going to MATC. Thanks Mr.G for the help. Haha.
I thought about just not going to school tomorrow so you guys can have a dose of reality, but really I could never do that. My big sketch pad is in the art room and I couldn't go a whole day without working on that.
Anyways. The rest of my life is like me driving in a car. I want to drive on highway 51 and swerve and hit all the cars in a head on collision. That's how I feel. I'm not quite sure if I want to survive the crash or not, but rachey knows what kind of flowers I want at the funeral so put her in charge of that. It's not that I want to die, but more like just put me comatose until everyone gets their desires straight. I want to know what you want and if I should just keep waiting here for you. Yup, that's all I have to say about that.
I'm glad that I have wonderful friends to get me through the day of hell that I experienced today. Well, maybe I should just say I'm glad I have Bussy. She's really the only one that noticed because I'm good at that. Tomorrow is another day to smile and pretend that everything is just wonderful!
I had one of the best nights at work tonight. I can't even explain it. It was the best way to end the day because it got my mind off the real world. Meh, who needs the real world anyways? But wait, Gander is part of my world and it's real so maybe that is the real world. Hmmmm... whateva.
I'm going to MATC. Thanks Mr.G for the help. Haha.
I thought about just not going to school tomorrow so you guys can have a dose of reality, but really I could never do that. My big sketch pad is in the art room and I couldn't go a whole day without working on that.