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Sorry i didnt finish my update i broke out in tears. i know everyone doesnt agree with me. in fact it seems like no one does. i had my first good cry in say 3 years... it felt good. but i feel so pissed at myself and i dont know why. its not like its my fault people waste theier lives drinking at this age when there's so many other better motre fufilling things to do out there! i mean why should i care if my friends dont care about themselves enough to actually use that brain that their wasting away? yet i cant shake the feeling that im responsible for all this turmoil. i know most- wait, no, ALL of you think im just over reacting. you might think "whats the harm with getting a little tipsy?" if your ignorant enough to believe those conformed excuses then go on rot your brain see if i care! but i will. i will care!u may say "why do other people care what I do with MY life?" well the thing is we care because, well we care. we care and love you. we dont want to see you get hurt. we only want the best for you and this by far isnt the best. im gonna have to stop again because im startng to sob again. dont stop drinking for me. stop drinking for YOU. if you still think im a nutjob, fine! if you still think im over reacting, fine! if you wanna try to convince me other wise, donrt waste your breath! ill nbever change my mind, NEVER! sry keybpards getting wet...