Take your meds!
yea well like ive been saying, im on a quest for self control. i thot i could get it under control but today i learned a valuble leason: always take your meds! wowwy was i one wired lil rascal. my medicine is sold on the streets as speed so when i dont take it its sorta as if im high on speed. i must admit it was fun but at the same time it pissed me off!!! well i know that ill take my meds from now on
in other news, i have a history skit/paper due next week and im goin to st simons island for a church retreat his weekend so we have no time to practice so im pretty much screwed. i got an A in spanish and bio. i dont know what other grades i got but i hope that their good! although i was out of control today i have an overall good mood, something i havent had for awhile(though to people that have been around me it may not seem that way) seems that my "dark side" that ive been preaching about for the past few daysseems to had dissapeared durring school today and as sson asd i walked on the bus POOF! it came right back yet im still happy.. kinda wierd.
at church ;ast night i realized something. no matter whatwhat has happened or whats going on that may have me unhappy, when i walk through the church doors they all seem to just stay there like they cant pas through into the church. im always happy there no matter what happens there or what i do i just feel...good. so at least i know that however torn i may be inside, my church and youth group is my consistent band-aid. yea just thought id say that...