Tick Tock, Tick Tock...
AAAAAAAHHH!!!! Time offically hates me! I swear it slows down every day. I wouldn't mind this if I was already with Gordon. But it's this waiting in anticipation that is killing me. I am excited to say that I have decided to skip Math because I've only missed it once - I'm turning my homework in tomorrow so it's not late and leaving to go see him after Chapel on Thursday. WOOHOO!
I am this freaked out about seeing him again, I can't wait...and it's only been 3 weeks since I have seen him! How the hell am I supposed to keep my sanity when I'm in Oxford and I won't be able to see him for 5 whole months????? *sigh* I don't know how I'm going to do this - it will be the hardest time of my life, but I know we will be better for it...I think. I do know that I will still have him when I get back - and this is an opportunity that he doesn't want me to give up.
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Instant - happening or coming immediately
gratification - pleasure or satisfaction
instant gratification - pleasure that happends now. *sigh* This term is so American. If there were two words I could use to describe American living, this is it. I have found that I too am a victim of this term, especially when it comes to food. I have been trying to eat healthy and exercise, but alas fattening food, sodas, and chocolate seems to call my name a little louder each day. This is so hard. . . why can't there be a pill or something that makes salads and healthy foods taste like chocolate - and all the fattening stuff taste like something gross...like...brussle sprouts?
Oh well. I know it will be a test of will power. . . and I might give in at times. But I do need to get to a place where I can feel good about my body all the time.
...it does help to know that I have a guy who loves me regardless, tells me I'm beautiful all the time, and will support me and be there for me in everything I do.
Ahh, true love. It's beautiful.
I still get light headed every time I think of how comfortable I am with him. I love him so much, and I want to live with him and care for him. He feels the same. I want to get married already!!! This is another aspect of my life in which time hates me - I have to wait until I'm out of college because my parents won't pay for a wedding until then.
Anyway...I have class at 1:30 so I have to shower now. Toodles.
ALLISON GETS BACK TODAY!!!!!!!!
I am this freaked out about seeing him again, I can't wait...and it's only been 3 weeks since I have seen him! How the hell am I supposed to keep my sanity when I'm in Oxford and I won't be able to see him for 5 whole months????? *sigh* I don't know how I'm going to do this - it will be the hardest time of my life, but I know we will be better for it...I think. I do know that I will still have him when I get back - and this is an opportunity that he doesn't want me to give up.
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Instant - happening or coming immediately
gratification - pleasure or satisfaction
instant gratification - pleasure that happends now. *sigh* This term is so American. If there were two words I could use to describe American living, this is it. I have found that I too am a victim of this term, especially when it comes to food. I have been trying to eat healthy and exercise, but alas fattening food, sodas, and chocolate seems to call my name a little louder each day. This is so hard. . . why can't there be a pill or something that makes salads and healthy foods taste like chocolate - and all the fattening stuff taste like something gross...like...brussle sprouts?
Oh well. I know it will be a test of will power. . . and I might give in at times. But I do need to get to a place where I can feel good about my body all the time.
...it does help to know that I have a guy who loves me regardless, tells me I'm beautiful all the time, and will support me and be there for me in everything I do.
Ahh, true love. It's beautiful.
I still get light headed every time I think of how comfortable I am with him. I love him so much, and I want to live with him and care for him. He feels the same. I want to get married already!!! This is another aspect of my life in which time hates me - I have to wait until I'm out of college because my parents won't pay for a wedding until then.
Anyway...I have class at 1:30 so I have to shower now. Toodles.
ALLISON GETS BACK TODAY!!!!!!!!