So I've been back in Abilene for a little over two days now. I got back Monday night at 11pm and had to bring all my stuff up to my room (on the 3rd floor) by myself. But it wasn't that hard, just time consuming. Plus, the drive back was hard too - not the actual driving, the trying to navigate while crying the whole time.
After spending 5 days in the constant presence of the person I love more than I have ever loved anyone ever before, doing things on my own seems to be pointless. I miss making coffee for him. I miss him coming up behind me and resting his head on my shoulder while I make me something to eat. I miss laying in his bed. I miss kissing him, holding his hand. . . and the feeling of complete safety and comfort when we're cuddling together.
He is the love of my life, and he always will be.
*kussen tat*