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gathering this weekend...actually, tomorrow! i have...so incredibly many feelings about everything. this 'feeling' shit has gotten out of control. seriously.
i spend my days in blind worship of the absolutely arbitrary process wherein i see --anything at all -- & am suddenly struck by this evil cocktail of pain/beauty/pleasure/overwhelming fear; & all i can do is gasp & wait for the shuddering to cease.
everything's so fucking beautiful. i can taste it.
