is THAT the brass ring, mommy?
god people, what's up with the fucking misery? lately all i see is people making the same mistakes they scoffed at...it's harder when it's you, isn't it? strange how the wheel is so fucking inevitable; & it's hard not to be cynical when the latest crisis is old hat; i guess i've fucked up enough that i have a veritable ocean of ill experience to pull from when reading all this shit; but damn. damn. being precocious then makes me feel old now.