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this was a lonely christmas kind of.. i mean it just really made me realize how.. i'm not in a relationship any more, and i'm quite lonely in that sense. oh well i have a strong feeling that i'm not gonna be in another relationship for like.. 2-5 years. which will be bad. so.. i dunno, it makes me depressed, cuz well, it just points out flaws in myself. that i'm not like.. attractive.. and i have well. . not many things to offer, is kinda sad, pretty sad i guess. but i dunno, theres tons of people worse off than i am, but still i can bitch right? but loneliness stings a bit. so its kinda the only thing thats usually present in someone's mind. i'm sure you all know that feeling, the sudden realization that.. well.. you suck.. :-p, ok, most of you don't cuz you dont' suck, so anyways, i'm gone, ta ta