n' be whats happnin'
well, i have nothing important to say.. except.... that i'm exceedingly happy for my friend john. because well.. hes in a good relationship right now. after well.. being through kinda shitty ones, and not ever knowing what a good girlfriend is like (i wouldn't know either:P) but, now he has one, she has to be one of the best people i know, and hes so lucky to have her. and he told me today, that he thinks he loves her, and well i hope he wanted me to repeat that, cuz i just did, and i just think thats wonderful ya know. hes been my best friend for a long . long time.. since 3-4th grade about, and we've all been through shit, and seen each other go through shit.. especially me :-p, but i'm glad to see he found someone... cuz everyone deserves someone, and its just ... great when they find that someone. i'm really , really happy for you john.. more than you could know. '
but for me, i'm still alone :-p, still having to deal with my ex girl friend. (who cheated on me, with a guy that lives in a tent, and a whole bunch of other guys, i wouldn't even touch) if i haven't mentioned that before. but, shes still giving me shit, like it was my fault... which makes me sad, cuz i tried so hard to be everything to her, i really did, i did the best i could with what i had. but, yeah, i'm looking for someone.. that i could do all that for again. ya know. but its just stupid relationship shit. ya know, i think i'll try not to mention it in this journal. cuz i bitch about it enough.
but yeah, after that thought, i'm still really happy for john. extremely. go john! now eric needs a girlfriend, all my other friends need someone too, so everyone will be happy :) yay! but... umm.. stuff. bye
but for me, i'm still alone :-p, still having to deal with my ex girl friend. (who cheated on me, with a guy that lives in a tent, and a whole bunch of other guys, i wouldn't even touch) if i haven't mentioned that before. but, shes still giving me shit, like it was my fault... which makes me sad, cuz i tried so hard to be everything to her, i really did, i did the best i could with what i had. but, yeah, i'm looking for someone.. that i could do all that for again. ya know. but its just stupid relationship shit. ya know, i think i'll try not to mention it in this journal. cuz i bitch about it enough.
but yeah, after that thought, i'm still really happy for john. extremely. go john! now eric needs a girlfriend, all my other friends need someone too, so everyone will be happy :) yay! but... umm.. stuff. bye