bread is evil

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the carb is my nemesis. i dont see how ive gained like 10 lbs since i got here. seriously wtf. i've actually been eating less because I don't eat in the Deezy everrrr that shit is nasty. i need to get back to dancing. not only do i love it and is a good workout, im fucking stressed times 100 and dancing makes me relax. i feel like my bald spot is growing. actually, i feel like im getting older period haha. seriously though, i yelled in class the other day by accident cuz my hearing is going bad. i can't understand what people say sometimes. this guy was like whispering for me to do something when someone else was presenting in class and i turned and was like WHATTTTTTT??? and everyone looked at me and was like wtf? it was awfullll. and last night my vision was really blurry. like i couldn't see anything out of my left eye. i had to enlarge my reading so it was this big. so i'm aging very quickly apparently hahah. whoaaa nelly its awesommeeeee.

i found out my old middle school teacher died and his wife died like 2 weeks before him. how sad :(

accounting is killing me. i know im trying and reading everything and going to get help but the shit doesnt sink in man. i think i know it and then i go to do it and its like uhh ok oops got that one wrong. and i have a midterm monday. too bad 3/4 of my class is taking acct for the 2nd time. yikes. i don't know what i should do...not really positive if im going to pass it at all. like i might failllll. shitttttt. dahhhhh.

ok so what else is there. eh well not anything special. : /

but other than that i love my friends. its super cold here. and i need sleep.