Aug 19, 2004 22:35
seriously though.... this is so sad. i hate that im leaving. i will miss all of my friends so much. i dont even wanna go into it because its making me cry. fuck
on the other hand... im SO ready to leave. my family is nice and i will miss them. god what will i do without my dad. damn. i cant handle this dude. im used to having my sister gone because shes at her own college and doing her own thang for 3 years now. but im used to having my dad there 24/7. fuckkk. i know hes only a little bit away but still. im so thankful to have him. he keeps me sane. i hate this. i hate arguing with my mom. i want it to stop but its been going my whole life almost. its like part of my life. what will i do without it? haha. im going to leave that behind though. move on. deal with it. god rosie grow up...learn how to communicate geez
DAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
*steam/need tons of kleenex*