hmmm
Well, today and last night have been like a rollor coaster of emotions. So, in each thing or catagory, i will go in random of things.
MY PAST: I loved how everything use to be. No worries, ur true freinds were by you no matter what, not really any backstabbing n so on. The only real pple that i hung out with was tiffany mary justin muh sister joe jd kat and like 2 more peeps tops. That WAS the crew. What happend to that? To all the fun nights we would have juss going swimming, being hobos, stayin up all night? Well, truth b told, everyone changed. Changed for the better or worse? I dont know yet. For some, i think worse and others i think better. I do miss everyone dearly and the fun we use to have. I wish i still ha those friends close to me, but o well. I cant help do anything.
REGRETS: Well isnt this a funny thing. I told myself that i would never in muh life regret anything i have ever done because everything i did/do was to make me happy and maybe a lesson to learn by. Well, i dont know anymore. I regret in ways that i wasnt nice to pple when it came to there feelings. I regret giving pple the wrong impression of me, not going to college n stayin in it, pushing friends aside when i knew they would b there, ect.
NOW: Heh, i look on things back then n ask myself what i have gotton muhself into. I mean, i finished school a year early, a challenge but did it. I made a few friends,but most didnt last long. Im pregnant and a single mom. I at least thought i would b married with a great education first, but o well. I make 6 dollors at a clothing store thats suppose to b makin the big bucks.I am happy for who i am than from what i use to be.
FRIENDS: wow, hmm, i feel bad really. Honesty, its showing who my real freinds are. I mean, juss about everyone i know has stopped being my freind because either i dont go partying, dont wanna stay up all night, dont agree with what they do, giving my honest opinion, dont wanna do what they want, standing for muh rights, im pregnant, have better pple who isnt ur real friends, i work, OR my all time favorite that im a back stabbing bitch.I dont care what u all think of me, can look bout my past, but in the end, imma say fuck you unless u talk to me n get to know me now,then from what i use to be. GROW UP a little bit, its not high school, things change, and dont judge me by muh mistakes, help me fix them, geeze.
Im done ranting.....goodnight to yall who still read.
MY PAST: I loved how everything use to be. No worries, ur true freinds were by you no matter what, not really any backstabbing n so on. The only real pple that i hung out with was tiffany mary justin muh sister joe jd kat and like 2 more peeps tops. That WAS the crew. What happend to that? To all the fun nights we would have juss going swimming, being hobos, stayin up all night? Well, truth b told, everyone changed. Changed for the better or worse? I dont know yet. For some, i think worse and others i think better. I do miss everyone dearly and the fun we use to have. I wish i still ha those friends close to me, but o well. I cant help do anything.
REGRETS: Well isnt this a funny thing. I told myself that i would never in muh life regret anything i have ever done because everything i did/do was to make me happy and maybe a lesson to learn by. Well, i dont know anymore. I regret in ways that i wasnt nice to pple when it came to there feelings. I regret giving pple the wrong impression of me, not going to college n stayin in it, pushing friends aside when i knew they would b there, ect.
NOW: Heh, i look on things back then n ask myself what i have gotton muhself into. I mean, i finished school a year early, a challenge but did it. I made a few friends,but most didnt last long. Im pregnant and a single mom. I at least thought i would b married with a great education first, but o well. I make 6 dollors at a clothing store thats suppose to b makin the big bucks.I am happy for who i am than from what i use to be.
FRIENDS: wow, hmm, i feel bad really. Honesty, its showing who my real freinds are. I mean, juss about everyone i know has stopped being my freind because either i dont go partying, dont wanna stay up all night, dont agree with what they do, giving my honest opinion, dont wanna do what they want, standing for muh rights, im pregnant, have better pple who isnt ur real friends, i work, OR my all time favorite that im a back stabbing bitch.I dont care what u all think of me, can look bout my past, but in the end, imma say fuck you unless u talk to me n get to know me now,then from what i use to be. GROW UP a little bit, its not high school, things change, and dont judge me by muh mistakes, help me fix them, geeze.
Im done ranting.....goodnight to yall who still read.