re editied this journal entry....
it really bothers me when pple bring up my past. It does. It hurts me more toeven think bout it much less bring it up in my face. Thanks to u know who u are. Look, i have fucked up so much and i have apolozied for it, but u cant seem to get that through ur head. Well, guess what? u have really hurt me my dear friend. U have basically took a knife n stabbed me with untill i want to be dead. U dont care at all, wheather u say u do or not, if u did, u wouldnt be bringing it up, but whatever. So wut if im a bit selfish, o well, thats me, im only that way towards you. I hurt you in the past, but i have changed, u cant ealize that cause u dont want to. Well, ya know, its ok, it really is. Im not gonna bother you anymore, cause all u do it hurt me. i dont think that i have cried this much in a long time, but u have done it to me the most now. thanks. im gone you guys...bye.