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today was cassies party first mollie came home with me on the bus n then we got ready to go to cassies. cassies was really fun like omg but the last half sucked like it wasnt cassies party i want her to no that it was me but first i jumped in the water n landed on mi ass n i think i screwed u mi scoliosis even more then i was tlkin to leigh to leigh thats a hole long story but that is like omg that tlkd effected me so much like u dont even no then wen leigh was tlkin to me it finally hit me that i will only c her for 7 more hours for the rest of mi life so i was cryin at the party mi eyes were like red n everything n then i come home n im on the fone wit rob n i go in mi room n mi mom is like meagan come out here n tell me about the party so i hang up n tell him 2 call me back in 5 min wen im out there mi mom is like omg is that jessicas bathingsuit which yeah it is but like we always say we can borrow eachothers clothes but i guess screw that well yah she heard she comes out mi hole family is yellin at me n now mi mom is like ur grounded n ur payin for half of it n it was a 80 dollar bathingsuit im like bullshit im not payin her 40 dollars n like there all yellin at me then im like crying im like wtf it was for 3 hours that i wore it not like but wutever n so yeah mi life just sux i need somebody that will always b there for me to help me thro wit this stuff n the only person that ive ever had for that is leigh n shes leavin which is even makin me cry right now i just want a fuckin normal life where nobody is always yellin at me n theres not so much drama