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Has it really been this long since a post?
I am in transition.
I spent time in NC.
I have spent time in Denton with Chris at his apartment.
No lease. No ties, for the most part.
No hours at work, either.
I owe some people some money.
and I need to get by for myself.
Entirely discouraged that I cannot stay in school.
Purchased some books pertaining to anatomy, surgery, diagnostics, etc.
Perhaps learning on my own will keep me from being sad.
Maybe I will move to NYC.
For a month or so.
Live on other's couches.
Chris will be missed.
a lot.
He and I have been in transition lately.
This love is difficult; but it's real.
I'm difficult. I like to try to stay real.
Quite a mess, actually.
Eager. Empathetic. Sometimes depressed these days.
Sentimental geek.
Loved nonetheless.
and seeking progress...
...in the stillness and praise for life that is my own breath.
I am in transition.
I spent time in NC.
I have spent time in Denton with Chris at his apartment.
No lease. No ties, for the most part.
No hours at work, either.
I owe some people some money.
and I need to get by for myself.
Entirely discouraged that I cannot stay in school.
Purchased some books pertaining to anatomy, surgery, diagnostics, etc.
Perhaps learning on my own will keep me from being sad.
Maybe I will move to NYC.
For a month or so.
Live on other's couches.
Chris will be missed.
a lot.
He and I have been in transition lately.
This love is difficult; but it's real.
I'm difficult. I like to try to stay real.
Quite a mess, actually.
Eager. Empathetic. Sometimes depressed these days.
Sentimental geek.
Loved nonetheless.
and seeking progress...
...in the stillness and praise for life that is my own breath.