shut the fuck up
aww shit. looks like i haven't updated for a while.
i got a job! finally. do you know how fucking hard it is to get a job out here. real hard! especially the work places run by all of those asian people. cause seriously, they don't want white ones!! i'm not being racist. shit, hawaii has so many different backgrounds anyways. blah blah fucking blah.
going back and forth to kailua is tiring. i hate digging. and i wish my mom would just have faith in me. she still thinks i won't make it to college or basically make anything of myself. wtf? have i not tried here? have i not shown i could do it? i wonder sometimes just how much it will take. WHATEVER!
i need a really good book to read and a cigarette. here are some pictures. enjoy<33
i got a job! finally. do you know how fucking hard it is to get a job out here. real hard! especially the work places run by all of those asian people. cause seriously, they don't want white ones!! i'm not being racist. shit, hawaii has so many different backgrounds anyways. blah blah fucking blah.
going back and forth to kailua is tiring. i hate digging. and i wish my mom would just have faith in me. she still thinks i won't make it to college or basically make anything of myself. wtf? have i not tried here? have i not shown i could do it? i wonder sometimes just how much it will take. WHATEVER!
i need a really good book to read and a cigarette. here are some pictures. enjoy<33