what's going on
Oh gosh, everything that is happening is so exciting that i feel like i could throw up! But in a good way. If that's possible.
Things are just starting to happen and I love seeing my friends and I am so excited to leave and see things but scared and sad to leave people behind. It's a pretty equal balance between the two I guess, maybe more sad and scared, but if I don't do this now I feel like my life will stand still for the next 12 years and I won't get anything done that needs to be done for myself. But I don't feel as scared as I should, I don't think, or as scared as I thought I would at least. I kind of thought (when I said it) that I was just saying "okay everyone I'm just moving to Scotland for no reason maybe 8 months or for four years to forever." and nothing would ever come to fruition. But time is moving so fast and I am almost sitting on a airplane.
So if you ever feel like visiting Scotland, plz look me up.
I can't believe that I am in love and I have to leave.
Things are just starting to happen and I love seeing my friends and I am so excited to leave and see things but scared and sad to leave people behind. It's a pretty equal balance between the two I guess, maybe more sad and scared, but if I don't do this now I feel like my life will stand still for the next 12 years and I won't get anything done that needs to be done for myself. But I don't feel as scared as I should, I don't think, or as scared as I thought I would at least. I kind of thought (when I said it) that I was just saying "okay everyone I'm just moving to Scotland for no reason maybe 8 months or for four years to forever." and nothing would ever come to fruition. But time is moving so fast and I am almost sitting on a airplane.
So if you ever feel like visiting Scotland, plz look me up.
I can't believe that I am in love and I have to leave.