2 updates in one day?
"Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know "
Wow I love this song more then I thought. I love this band more then I thought. Is it weird that I sometimes look forward to going to school? Yea, I thought so. I just think that with it being senior year I've finally come to terms with Bishop Feehan High School and I've learned to accept it for what it is and to try and enjoy it. It's the most I could do. I've grown up my whole life with my family telling me how awesome Feehan was and how they would kill to go back and up until this year I hadn't experienced this Feehan they were talking about. Sure it has it's flaws, but in all reality. I don't know if I'm ready to leave. In September I was. I was all gung-ho about college. The truth is, I'm scared. I'm so comfortable right now. I know I'll be comfortable in college but I've grown to love some of these people and to actually make the days worthwhile.
Enough sap. I saw RENT today with Ash. It was amazing. It was one of those movies that could be completely terrible because the play was just so good but the directors did a good job. It was awesome. Other then that; not too much is going on. So a warning to all. This week is going to be ridiculously hard for me. The GRANDPARENTS are moving back from California (yes those grandparents) and I'm not dealing with it well at all. I'm at the point where I shut everyone out and just stay up in my room all the time. Thats how I deal with things. Atleast in my room, I have my music and my computer and everything I need to make it through. I'm doing better then I thought though. I have been going out. So really just deal with me if I seem out of it. I should be fine come Monday, but it's just a warning incase I'm not. But thats about all.
keep the rock;
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know "
Wow I love this song more then I thought. I love this band more then I thought. Is it weird that I sometimes look forward to going to school? Yea, I thought so. I just think that with it being senior year I've finally come to terms with Bishop Feehan High School and I've learned to accept it for what it is and to try and enjoy it. It's the most I could do. I've grown up my whole life with my family telling me how awesome Feehan was and how they would kill to go back and up until this year I hadn't experienced this Feehan they were talking about. Sure it has it's flaws, but in all reality. I don't know if I'm ready to leave. In September I was. I was all gung-ho about college. The truth is, I'm scared. I'm so comfortable right now. I know I'll be comfortable in college but I've grown to love some of these people and to actually make the days worthwhile.
Enough sap. I saw RENT today with Ash. It was amazing. It was one of those movies that could be completely terrible because the play was just so good but the directors did a good job. It was awesome. Other then that; not too much is going on. So a warning to all. This week is going to be ridiculously hard for me. The GRANDPARENTS are moving back from California (yes those grandparents) and I'm not dealing with it well at all. I'm at the point where I shut everyone out and just stay up in my room all the time. Thats how I deal with things. Atleast in my room, I have my music and my computer and everything I need to make it through. I'm doing better then I thought though. I have been going out. So really just deal with me if I seem out of it. I should be fine come Monday, but it's just a warning incase I'm not. But thats about all.
keep the rock;