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Wow so how about I realized that I'm not like the happiest person ever. Sometimes people just tick me off all throughtout the day, or things don't go as planned and I get totally crushed and moody and am just so irritable. Ok well today everything was fine and then like Chris erased something on my calculator and like I went freaking physco...yeah what can I saw Aunt Flo will be knocking on my door next week but still I was like fuious and he was so sweet to me all day even though I'm a screwup. Then I had a Physics test and that made me kind of mad, but the thing that made me so mad today was my PreCal quiz because it was so hard, I mean even Kirk and Umar were having problems with it so I know I'm not the only one who doesn't understand. I mean after the test I was drained like I couldn't think and I was suddenly really tired. Then freakin Sam tried to give me a bootycall at my locker and rape Anabell, he ticks me off. Me and Chris walked down to my car and rode back up to school for show choir practice we held hands and we cuddled and he tickled me and like we are so adorable. I really thought he was going to ask me out today, but he didn't, and since he didn't that just like made me even madder (remember I'm PMSing so stupid things tick me off). I really just want to be so influential on my friends and be so understanding and just be a light for God, but sometimes my moods (which I rarely have, by the way) get in the way. I'm so tired and I'm so drained both physically and intellectully, my brain is fried and I just need to rest, I really think at times that I might be anemic, and that scares me because I'm not exactly the healthiest person. Hopefully tomorrow wil be wonderful and Chris and I will be a couple....I've been waiting long enough. Love you all!