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Alright today was one of those bittersweet days, it was full of many good and bad things which lead me to be my "occasional upset self." Alright so I wake up this morning when my dad asks to use my cell phone because the power is out...great and I was already late since no one woke me up. My bible study was great, I love all the girls there. Then I came to school saw Chris and was happy, we totally were playful and flirty all day I LOVE THAT!!!!! Yeah and we like hugged in front of people which was totally cool cause I know that isn't his favortie thing to do, but it is definitely my favorite. Amanda won the talent show, she is so great! After the talent show I went with Chris and his mom to Pizza Hut and it was kinda weird...I can't tell if she likes me or not and this really worries me. So I ran home so I could talk to Chris online and my computer freaking sucked and so after an hour of me negotiating with my computer, I finally got on after Chris had already gone to bed. I really wanted me and him to do something tomorrow night cause I thought he was off, but he'll probably have to work. Eww that makes me so mad. If he's off then he should be with me. We still aren't dating, so I think me being like "oh lets spend time together" gives him more oppurtunity to ask. Eww I am not in a good mood, I wish I was with Chris and we were lying in the middle of an open field watching the stars and cuddling until we fell asleep in each others arms. How cute would that be? VERY CUTE! Anyhow me and my little moody self are going to bed. Hope I wake up happy tomorrow. Night!