Frustration.
In novels and movies, nothing is sexier than frustrated desire and sly innuendo. In real life, it doesn't work that way, and so I find myself inexplicably wanting to fuck but not having the opportunity. (As you may recall, I'm at m0mmy's right now.) I don't want Romantic Soul-Bonding Forever OMG R <3 IZ SO ROMATNIK sex. I just want something meaningless where I get fucked senseless, love every minute of it, and never see the other party again.
I almost went to see The Last Samurai this evening, and then decided against it. I don't care about Tom Cruise being a samurai. I care about samurai being samurai. I think my fondness for Roman legionaries and hoplites and samurai is based on the fact that there is a secret, unfulfilled desire in my soul, and that secret, unfulfilled desire involves donning armor and bashing the holy living fuck out of some guy twice my size.
Also, a question. Am I a bad person because an RPG bunny is biting me and makes me want to create a comic game about the Russian Revolution and call it Comrades, Comrades, Comrades? Maybe that's what I should do with one of my spare journal codes: a community called give_me_rp or something, and then people could get this kind of thing out of their systems and not clutter up Yahoo! with it.
I almost went to see The Last Samurai this evening, and then decided against it. I don't care about Tom Cruise being a samurai. I care about samurai being samurai. I think my fondness for Roman legionaries and hoplites and samurai is based on the fact that there is a secret, unfulfilled desire in my soul, and that secret, unfulfilled desire involves donning armor and bashing the holy living fuck out of some guy twice my size.
Also, a question. Am I a bad person because an RPG bunny is biting me and makes me want to create a comic game about the Russian Revolution and call it Comrades, Comrades, Comrades? Maybe that's what I should do with one of my spare journal codes: a community called give_me_rp or something, and then people could get this kind of thing out of their systems and not clutter up Yahoo! with it.