I think I feel a little better.
I've just been in this terribly grim, dour, desperate mood, which causes me to see all my father's faults writ large in me. I think it has to do with the midterms, possibly, and the fact that I can't smoke, and the fact that I become a stress non-eater if the stress continues long enough, and my UTTER AND COMPLETE TERROR OF FAILURE. Not that I have any reason to believe I'm failing, or going to; I've been consistently pulling an A in Greek, and my Latin has sucked but been okay in most other eyes, and I know I'll do all right in my history class, and I've been doing all right in C311 and I did okay enough in C421.
DOING THINGS I'M SUPPOSED TO update: Still have not finished massive e-mail to augustuscaesar, which I was supposed to have finished last week. Need to recharge battery in phone, send dragon to Jared, and see if it is not feasible to get a goddamn job. Lecture re: Ciceronian invective is tonight; will definitely attend as deserve treat and costs nothing. Will be followed by massive, panicky revision of L308 translations and increased caffeine intake. I do not expect that Franklin will be kind again.
TERRA INCOGNITA update: Have been keeping up with Terra Incognita fairly well. If I don't hear from R within the month, he's off the list. Am waiting to hear from L and D. Don't know how A's computer is holding up, or if she's going to be back anytime soon; at least Yindi is frozen and Oriolda is sort of passed out. The other A is still interested, but she has had an injury and it will be a while, probably, before I hear from her again. Right now, M, forgottensanity, and I are pretty much pulling the whole thing along.
ANTS update: Found dead ants on countertop! YES! Some of them are eating the poison! Raid is the shit! Am still waiting for the baits to kill ALL ants, though.
DOING THINGS I'M SUPPOSED TO update: Still have not finished massive e-mail to augustuscaesar, which I was supposed to have finished last week. Need to recharge battery in phone, send dragon to Jared, and see if it is not feasible to get a goddamn job. Lecture re: Ciceronian invective is tonight; will definitely attend as deserve treat and costs nothing. Will be followed by massive, panicky revision of L308 translations and increased caffeine intake. I do not expect that Franklin will be kind again.
TERRA INCOGNITA update: Have been keeping up with Terra Incognita fairly well. If I don't hear from R within the month, he's off the list. Am waiting to hear from L and D. Don't know how A's computer is holding up, or if she's going to be back anytime soon; at least Yindi is frozen and Oriolda is sort of passed out. The other A is still interested, but she has had an injury and it will be a while, probably, before I hear from her again. Right now, M, forgottensanity, and I are pretty much pulling the whole thing along.
ANTS update: Found dead ants on countertop! YES! Some of them are eating the poison! Raid is the shit! Am still waiting for the baits to kill ALL ants, though.