& tall grass.
december is running out.
ive had a lot of problems lately fitting certain things i want to do into my days. i feel like most of the time id rather just do nothing at all. everytime i turn around there's some bullshit in my way just waiting to trip me. WHY cant i just stand on my own? how come you dont care anymore?
christmas is so obnoxious this year it seems. im still dealing with that "i dont give a fuck about anything" complex. where that came from is beyond me. from past experiences ive cared too much about everything.. relevant or not. i just have a feeling this winter is going to completely break me. maybe thats what i need. i really really miss summer.
ive had a lot of problems lately fitting certain things i want to do into my days. i feel like most of the time id rather just do nothing at all. everytime i turn around there's some bullshit in my way just waiting to trip me. WHY cant i just stand on my own? how come you dont care anymore?
christmas is so obnoxious this year it seems. im still dealing with that "i dont give a fuck about anything" complex. where that came from is beyond me. from past experiences ive cared too much about everything.. relevant or not. i just have a feeling this winter is going to completely break me. maybe thats what i need. i really really miss summer.