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i really dont do many things to try to "prove a point" or be stubborn. people seem to take me being logical as doing so pretty often though. i was wearing someone's jacket & i was smoking a cigarette in it & they say "youll have to wash that" (they dont like smoke smell)..so i take it off. the person automatically assumed i was being an asshole. i was just solving the problem. ..thats it. nothing more. pfft. & then of course i get upset.
i probably cry or almost cry once a day. ive got to stop getting my feelings hurt so easily. im sure these pills are causing some sort of chemical imbalance & are fucking with my emotions. but i should just stop being such a sappy bitch... or maybe people should just stop being mean to me some days. i may be "just one of the dudes", but im not really a dude.
i really have a feeling shit is going to get chaotic when all the changes happen. i hate having to be so vague about all of this. soon enough (i hope) i wont have to be. who knows. im so terrfied of getting my heart broken. shit.
im missing that certain someone right now, but today was really nice. & i have clean clothes on top of that. SCORE!
not looking forward to tomorrow. hope i dont run out of gas because i literally dont have a dollar to my name.
outies.
i probably cry or almost cry once a day. ive got to stop getting my feelings hurt so easily. im sure these pills are causing some sort of chemical imbalance & are fucking with my emotions. but i should just stop being such a sappy bitch... or maybe people should just stop being mean to me some days. i may be "just one of the dudes", but im not really a dude.
i really have a feeling shit is going to get chaotic when all the changes happen. i hate having to be so vague about all of this. soon enough (i hope) i wont have to be. who knows. im so terrfied of getting my heart broken. shit.
im missing that certain someone right now, but today was really nice. & i have clean clothes on top of that. SCORE!
not looking forward to tomorrow. hope i dont run out of gas because i literally dont have a dollar to my name.
outies.