Crap crap-ity crap-crap crap
I've made a bed of crap, and now I'm lying on it. Sigh.
Today I woke up early (well, early for me) and went to an information blaha-thingy about exchange programs with Japanese universities. The school sends 7 students every year to study 3 or 4 months in either Tokyo or Nagoya. The 7 people are chosen based on their exam results from the previous course held this autumn... and even though I passed, I didn't pass with flying colors, thus the crappy feeling.
I know I don't really have the time to study in Japan this autumn, BLYG '08 and all, but still... *pouts*
Also, the kanji mini-test wasn't all that comforting either. I could only remember the name of ONE radical and hiragana-ed my way through the dictation bit. Siiiiigh...
My brain seems to be made out of teflon (as kaiin put it ♥), motivation is dancing just out of my reach every day it seems. Blaaaarrrgghhh...!
To cheer myself up I made a new icon (which isn't that cheery in itself, but it's a long time since I made one, so it was fun ;3). Observe iiiit! *attempts hypnozis eyes* @w@
Side-note: The opening song to the Lamento BL game (the song goes by the same name) is flippin' awesome! owo
Today I woke up early (well, early for me) and went to an information blaha-thingy about exchange programs with Japanese universities. The school sends 7 students every year to study 3 or 4 months in either Tokyo or Nagoya. The 7 people are chosen based on their exam results from the previous course held this autumn... and even though I passed, I didn't pass with flying colors, thus the crappy feeling.
I know I don't really have the time to study in Japan this autumn, BLYG '08 and all, but still... *pouts*
Also, the kanji mini-test wasn't all that comforting either. I could only remember the name of ONE radical and hiragana-ed my way through the dictation bit. Siiiiigh...
My brain seems to be made out of teflon (as kaiin put it ♥), motivation is dancing just out of my reach every day it seems. Blaaaarrrgghhh...!
To cheer myself up I made a new icon (which isn't that cheery in itself, but it's a long time since I made one, so it was fun ;3). Observe iiiit! *attempts hypnozis eyes* @w@
Side-note: The opening song to the Lamento BL game (the song goes by the same name) is flippin' awesome! owo