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Dear You,
I don't know why things are the way they are, but i don't really like the way they are working out. You came into my life all of a sudden, and seemed to be there for only a short time, before you shut me out and shunned me away. I don't know why i feel the way i do, but all i know is that i cannot stop it, even if i wanted to I couldn't, but i still try to hold on to what little hope I have. I cannot confront you with my feelings, i do not know why, but i feel that I would just destroy what friendship we still retain. Sometimes i wish you would just be mine, but i realize that you probably never will be. I don't know if you will read this or not, it probably doesn't change a thing, but i had to vent somehow, and there is no one with me that i can currently do that with.. so this will have to do.. I don't understand you, i probably misinterpret everything to say and do, but i wish i could only believe the things you said were positive things, and were true. Jealousy is one thing i cannot overcome and probably never be able to, even though i am jealous of what i never had. Its even hard typing this... i'm sure you probably can guess who you are, but i've never really given you any reason to believe this is about you. I miss your friendliness and the little time we ever spend together, but when we do i treasure it like you wouldn't believe.. stay happy for me, because at least that way one of us will be content
- <3 Devin
R.I.P: My soul
I don't know why things are the way they are, but i don't really like the way they are working out. You came into my life all of a sudden, and seemed to be there for only a short time, before you shut me out and shunned me away. I don't know why i feel the way i do, but all i know is that i cannot stop it, even if i wanted to I couldn't, but i still try to hold on to what little hope I have. I cannot confront you with my feelings, i do not know why, but i feel that I would just destroy what friendship we still retain. Sometimes i wish you would just be mine, but i realize that you probably never will be. I don't know if you will read this or not, it probably doesn't change a thing, but i had to vent somehow, and there is no one with me that i can currently do that with.. so this will have to do.. I don't understand you, i probably misinterpret everything to say and do, but i wish i could only believe the things you said were positive things, and were true. Jealousy is one thing i cannot overcome and probably never be able to, even though i am jealous of what i never had. Its even hard typing this... i'm sure you probably can guess who you are, but i've never really given you any reason to believe this is about you. I miss your friendliness and the little time we ever spend together, but when we do i treasure it like you wouldn't believe.. stay happy for me, because at least that way one of us will be content
- <3 Devin
R.I.P: My soul