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yeah so my step dad came home finally and he had to sit down n completely appologize to me because he missed my 1st prom ever and he has missed the last two formals and it completely pissed me off so we talked n everything. and i just talked to that guy that i was talking about in my last entry and hes just like u need to relax and give it time i just cant leave my gf yet shit will hit the fan so i guess i have to be patient but i cant even talk to him at school cause people will get fucking suspicious n shit.but yeah n then this other guy i hooked up with after the other one i saw the other day n it was really wierd cause i was hanging out with his best friend and he didnt know and he flipped out n then i bitched at him cause im not his girl n he stood me up 2 times so i have no respect for him n shit. boy cause so much drama but honestly i couldnt live with out them they just have ways of satisfaction that no one else can hahahahahahah. yah so school is finally out in a week and im going to the graduation to see everyone graduate. its going to be wierd with out all the seniors there ive gone through all of highschool w/ them its going to be fucking weird. Ne ways jason is back in jail and he might be going to prison this time. I talked to his mom for like an hour last night and she was crying n stuff so she wants me to write him and give him hope and everything cause i guess he always asks if she has talked to me and all that about me and stuff and its sad because i love him and always will but i dont want to be with him ne more becuase he is just such a fuck up and cant get his life together and when he is using he is such an asshole and is so mean to me and everyone else and it completely turns me off from him, but yeah so this summer me n his mom are gonna meet up and hang out for a weekend or something. cause she really wants to meet me n stuff so that should be interesting. other than that things are good my friends chelsea just moved back in with her parents she was with me for 2 weeks there was some drama wit that. and yeah basically this summer is going to be the best summer ever!