mmm sorry this is a pretty lame entry... lame indeed haha
mmm... soooo... sometimes i get in these feelings that are not goooood
i have a pretty low self esteem at times
and i often compare myself to other people
and get jealous and try to improve myself in whatever it is...(which can be good SOMETIMES because sometimes it's through inspiration or motivation)
talent/physical appearance in structure or beauty/etc..
and it's stupid...
and sometimes i get in a state where i feel like i'm always the second pick over friends.. like people would rather hang out with other people before me
and that stupid too
and just other stuff that i feel secondary or low in..
lol blaaahhhhh it's so dumb i don't know why i get into these states sometimes...
i'm just a silly girl with a low self esteem :P
do not mind this entry.. just a little splurge of thoughts
hm that would be cool if pva offered a psycology class!
i have a pretty low self esteem at times
and i often compare myself to other people
and get jealous and try to improve myself in whatever it is...(which can be good SOMETIMES because sometimes it's through inspiration or motivation)
talent/physical appearance in structure or beauty/etc..
and it's stupid...
and sometimes i get in a state where i feel like i'm always the second pick over friends.. like people would rather hang out with other people before me
and that stupid too
and just other stuff that i feel secondary or low in..
lol blaaahhhhh it's so dumb i don't know why i get into these states sometimes...
i'm just a silly girl with a low self esteem :P
do not mind this entry.. just a little splurge of thoughts
hm that would be cool if pva offered a psycology class!