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Oct 04, 2010 02:02

yea.. im really not keeping up with this am i..
sorry..

well.. ill just be random.

i want a certain someone to hold me in their arms,
and the songs that im listening to dont really do any
good. im very nervous and anxious about putting
my heart on the line, and im sure there is someone else
going for him but im just playing 'that random friend' line.

started to talking to someone of the past
and he's nursing his sore heart, and at the
same time he flirts like 'it aint no thang'
but im sure he's hurt inside.

this is a bit of a shocker,
although i knew she was way better than him
i was suprised he hurt her like the way he did
but then i found out that there was more
to the story than i thought. it hurts and worries
me intensely because i can only imagine how
she's feeling. even though im personally not
a close friend, i want to care for her so that
she doesnt have to hurt.

been spending time with friends,
was harassed by christian crazies
had shabu shabu with friends for the
first time.

looking for a job for the holidays
going to be doing two jobs if i get the chance
i dont care anymore.
hitting the mrs. fields at southcoast
and things remembered at spectrum.

wish me luck.
going to bed.

if only i could stand up on my on two feet
and not dream of it because dreaming
is only a dream unless i pursue the freedom
in reality

things remembered, mrs. fields, south coast plaza, spectrum

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