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It still bothers me that C is not my friend anymore. I tell myself he made the decision. But it bothers me when I see he is having a party and doesn't invite me, or that people who didn't know him as well as I did know more about him than I do now. I tried/try. I call and invite him to things, but since he never responds, it has slowly dwindled down to nothing. I don't know what is wrong with me, it is like I forgot how to function with people.
There are two positive things about being in this position right now.
1) When I am alone more, I figure out myself better.
2) My sister feels sorry for me, and she doesn't want me to kill myself, so she is mailing me pie.
There are two positive things about being in this position right now.
1) When I am alone more, I figure out myself better.
2) My sister feels sorry for me, and she doesn't want me to kill myself, so she is mailing me pie.