FUN dAY, NO not really !
Well today was an okay day. I didnt do much but just clean and lay down cause i felt sick. Kara called me to go to dinner with her, Eric, and Lisa but i bailed on her. I should of went but oh well my lost. I ended up going out anyways at 8:30 to hang out with my neighbors, it was okay until they got a hotel room and i was like okay i have to go . They were like come on stay , i was like no i cant. I would of stayed but they were calling guys to come over and i was like hell's no. So i went home to find my mom and dad almost getting it on so i was like fucks it , i'm going in to the back to use the computer. My dad has to go to work thank god almighty, iguesss. I kind of wished he would of stayed home so we could of done something but oh well. I want to know why camilo wasnt at school yesterday. It really pisses me off cause he hasn't been online or even called me. I think i am starting to like him and you know what that means, he's going to stop liking me. Oh well i guess thats life. I kind of wish he would know how to get to my journal but than i kind of dont cause i dont want him to read what i say about him. At least i deleted all my other posts i had on here about him. Well that saved me, i guess. I'm so bored and i have noidea what to do. My dad took down my piano today and i'm trying to play it which is very hard cause i dont remember alot of the keys but i will learn it and i will play for everyone and everyone will like it. I miss vanessa i wish she would come bacK. I think i might be crushin on a girl. Shes one of my friends and well i have no idea why but i'm crushing on her. That is so sick i mean you know why. Well got to go sounds like someone is coming. Bye's. I wanted to hope up with whats his name tonight but he never called me. I fell liks suck a whore