*insert every profanity know to man*

[shaggy2shuues]

i really am lost right now and for every smile you see, there are a days worth of frowns

am i depressed?
i really don't know...

i suppose i am, but for reason unbeknownst to me...

all the things i've said, all the things i do...

for every good thing i've done it feels like there are hundreds of mistakes to eclipse them

i just don't know who i am any more...

ugggg, i really want to have a nice night tonight...but something in my gut is telling me that's not going to happen

@~When the smoke clears, who will be left alive?~@

-Edit-

before i forget, i'll be setting up my new lj and AIM soon...you mother fuckers better add me