Aug 28, 2006 17:08
I was reading her old journal today. I really have too much free time at work. Or maybe I'm still just a slacker at heart. Anyway, I was reading her old journal today. I wanted to see how much about her I didnt really know before we got together. I wanted to see how much had changed from the time she wasnt mine, to the time that she was. Ya know what I found? Not much has changed. True, the nature of our relationship has changed, but who we are and how we feel hasn't changed all that much. She may love me in a different way now, but it's still love.
We're comming up on six months. Month seven will be the milestone for me. When we pass seven months it will be the longest relationship I've ever had. I dont think it will be so dramatic for her, she had one for three years. But for me it will mean a grea deal. It will mean that I have had someone in my life who loved me for me. Who would never hurt me, or leave when I needed them the most. Who would always stand by me.
It will mean that the hardships we've been through already have made us stronger. That the things that kept us apart wont be there for very much longer. That soon, we will get to be together and that we will be able to get through anything that comes our way.
I dont know why I'm feeling so...nostalgic? Romantic? Thoughtful? But what I do know is I love her! I love her more than anything, and I always have. She is everything I have ever wanted, and I thank God everyday for bringing her into my life.
No, the "honeymoon phase" isnt over. And I hope it never does end. And even if it does, I will never stop telling her every day that I love her, and she is the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me!