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charlie and i aren't together anymore. it is the hardest thing i have ever had to do. i can't be happy. i pretend i am okay but i can't be happy without him. he was everything to me. i love him. i can't see myself with any one else. and what makes everything suck even more is i know he still loves me. i want to tell him i love him and miss him but i'm too afraid. i just want to be with him and i that i can't.