lonely
so i moved to cedar city on monday. school starts next monday, lbut we have been doing welcome week crap etc.
i miss having friends. i'm so lonely. i don't know anybody down here. my roommates are nice enough but its not the same as having friends. its been so long since i've HAD to make friends i don't know what to do. i don't even feel completely like myself without my friends. i don't know how to act. i don't know who i am anymore. i'm acting different around these new people because i'm holding the crazy in i guess. i forgot how insecure i am until i don't have anybody that i know loves me. i'm so alone. even just having one friend would be better than this. i don't know if i can do this. i just don't know
i miss having friends. i'm so lonely. i don't know anybody down here. my roommates are nice enough but its not the same as having friends. its been so long since i've HAD to make friends i don't know what to do. i don't even feel completely like myself without my friends. i don't know how to act. i don't know who i am anymore. i'm acting different around these new people because i'm holding the crazy in i guess. i forgot how insecure i am until i don't have anybody that i know loves me. i'm so alone. even just having one friend would be better than this. i don't know if i can do this. i just don't know