Oct 21, 2004 21:53
i'm...i was going to say confused but thats not really the word for it...i don't know what i am. alex needs to talk to steven, loni needs some uppers and i need to get back to normal...
whatever...i think alex and steven are talking right now, i don't know what loni is doing and i am anything but normal. loni has been worrying me though...she was acting strange all week and now i know why...and hypocrite that i am...it scares me and i want her to stop, because she is my friend. i...i don't know what to do for her...she says the last week has been shitty but i think there is more to it then that and she just won't tell me. i dunno.
whatever. i can't MAKE her tell me...but i can be there for her if she needs me...thats the best i can do right now...