Re: Rant and response...shaebieMarch 6 2005, 07:11:21 UTC
Thank you sweetheart.. i honestly wasnt looking for praise when i sent this message i think i just felt some others should read this as well. I think everyone in the world has an issue that that are self concious about and they carry it around with them no matter where they go, and it doesnt seem to affect other people. This is an issue that so many seem to have an opinion about, and i think that is what the persons problem was when she wrote this.
You know i love myself for the person i am, but that doesnt make me wish or want to change myself. Maybe it is to please "society" but maybe it isnt. I really cant tell the diffrence at this point. In any case i have pretty much decided to not do it, and to hell with my Doctors recommendation and to hell with society. I do go through tough spells and feel like my weight rules my life sometimes but the times i dont feel that way far outweigh the times i do. I also feel the surgey is just too unhealthy, no matter how far the doctors say it has come. There is no study on how this well effect me years from now and that worries me more than fat does. However, i still have lots of doctor appts. and meetings to go through to make sure im making the right decision.
All i can say now is thank you for being so supportive Mark. I will add you to the list of people standing behind me no matter what i do. I love you honey and i miss you...we dont get to see each other near enough. I think your a wonderful person and i appreciate all of your encouragement.
You know i love myself for the person i am, but that doesnt make me wish or want to change myself. Maybe it is to please "society" but maybe it isnt. I really cant tell the diffrence at this point. In any case i have pretty much decided to not do it, and to hell with my Doctors recommendation and to hell with society.
I do go through tough spells and feel like my weight rules my life sometimes but the times i dont feel that way far outweigh the times i do. I also feel the surgey is just too unhealthy, no matter how far the doctors say it has come. There is no study on how this well effect me years from now and that worries me more than fat does.
However, i still have lots of doctor appts. and meetings to go through to make sure im making the right decision.
All i can say now is thank you for being so supportive Mark. I will add you to the list of people standing behind me no matter what i do.
I love you honey and i miss you...we dont get to see each other near enough. I think your a wonderful person and i appreciate all of your encouragement.
Much love to you...hugs and kisses..Shae
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