Sep 08, 2005 15:42
Hi everyone....
Goodness, that cant be right can it?? I mean, i KNOW it is but it doesnt feel like it could have been that long already. She is growing so fast, and doing things so quickly. As her Dad has pointed out she has mastered turning over from her back to her stomach, but cant seem to turn back over onto her back. Just this week she has finally started to lay on her stomach for a longer amount of time... she never has liked to do that. Now when she is on her stomach she is pushing her butt up in the air like she wants to learn to crawl.. it is too early for that.. but she is sure trying!
She has her own personality. Im not sure what it is yet exactly...lol... but it is hers. She is stubborn and wants what she wants.. and NOW. ehheheh.. I have NO IDEA where she gets that.
Anyway, i want to make a quick note here to let everyone know how blessed i feel. I watch her doing the smallest of things and i cant believe this is what i was missing all my life. This is what was suppose to fill the void. It is hard to believe someone so small and helpless could bring so much joy to a household.
I have smiled more since she has been born than i have in all my life. I am truly blessed. I never thought i would have a child, even though it was the one thing in the world i always wanted...some days i can hardly believe she is here and she is mine. Having her makes all of my problems seem small and insignificant. All my female problems and knowing i can never have a child on my own mean nothing now. I dont care if i never have another child... this one has my heart. This one means more to me than words can say. Again, I am truly blessed.
I love you pumpkin.
Mommy/Shae