Apr 04, 2005 14:24
Going to my counselor, Ive gone five times now and hav not yet decided if i like her or not. It's definatly taking a big step doing this, i'm trying to get better.
Listening to third eye blind and it's just bringing up past memories, the good ones of old friends and old Bend. Who we all were, how proud, and how ive now just changed, i'll never foget all the parties, and drinking at the river, in the alleys, nice lines, waking up at 5pm every day, staying up past sunrise, holding hands when it was cold outside, wake n bakes everyday with my best friends, listening to music and smokin bowls in the pillow room, the mexican construction workers outside our porch. new years 3 some(jessi i <3 you), carring a 24 pac pbr on our backs for 5 miles to my home. talking at night saying weird shit cuddling, smoking bowls in the bathtub, empty cupboards, thebubbler, northernlights hit, still all with a grin, family meetings, the loft, sneaking in while drunk offf our asses, punk shows, Sisters parties and bonfires, laying on our backs watching the stars, snorting initials yayo trips, smoking my ciggs in the morning with someone by my side, doing wrong with out consiance, beer runs @safeway, leather jackets, baseball caps, CHb,
jessi lindsay billy dustin merrilea andrew,shane dan kim kimberly, rod,will, dj, fiend, cora, charlie, levi ashleigh patrick, kim, merrilea, lorin, sara, katie, cat, brittany, skooter, brandon, heather, jessie casey, aj adam, racheal, cody, tommy, jerimiah,keith
I'll be missing you all, they were good memories, peace out sailors ( listed are ones I have distinct memories of, other then that I forgot about the rest)